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I mentioned at the beginning of Lent that I was starting an icon of the Mother of God of the Sign. At first glance this would seem an odd choice for Lenten iconography, but when one reflects that the task at hand is to more fully recover the image of Christ within such an incarnational theme made sense.
There are times when I am painting/writing an icon that every brushstroke flows, when the image emerges from the darkness like light dawning at daybreak.
This was not one of those icons. At just about every step I encountered problems, made mistakes. I did the faces three times; at one of the very final steps I bogged down. And then I messed up the halo line for the Christ Child and had to redo that as well. While I have said that nothing one can do in iconography is irreparable, this icon challenged that assertion. Interestingly, I have never completed the Mother of God of the Sign icon. I have tried to paint it three times, and every time I ended up setting it aside. Once I ended up floating it down the river, one of the three acceptable ways to dispose of an icon one has given up on (the others are burying it or burning it).
I was discouraged by this, and then this morning the icon took a dramatic turn for the worse. My two year old, for a moment unsupervised, repainted the whole thing, with huge amounts of red paint smeared all over the icon.
I ran water over it, and wiped it off. It is probably repairable, but I think I am simply going to start over.
It is almost a relief at this point, though the person who commissioned the icon will be disappointed.
And I am disappointed; Lent is over and I have no finished icon to show for it, like I had planned.
Other than that, I have had a good Lent….
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